This blog has been neglected by me, partly because when i don't blog, i don't have to remind myself of what is going on now in my life. However, it's also a medium for me to express myself, facing the fact is hurtful, but it's something we should do, that's not to escape.

29 Jan 2009

Waiting for the boyfriend to arrive was surreal.

Don't you have this thought where you want someone so dear to you to experience one of the most important phases in your life, again? Going to the same places where you used to hang out with friends, going for grocery shopping that you once hated because the carton of milk was so darn heavy. But this time, only to repeat things with a sweet smile on your face?

I can't wait to bring him to places i was once used to and places that i didn't bother to go back then.

Life was great for the next 3 weeks or so.

13 February 2009

You have lost so much weight but i know you are still strong from within.

Today

Sometimes, i tend to avoid from being recognized by people because i don't know what to tell them when all of them ask the same questions over and over again. The only thing i can do is, to simplify things, to save their time and to make it easier for me too.

Life, is going to be different from now on.