I think i slack the most this week, i just don't feel like doing anything, i have no mood to do what's on my desk, moreover, i have no mood to do what i've promised others that i will do it, how la i am gonna do all that before the due date? Thank God that the AGM is over and meaning that the installation is coming up, i believe major things had been settled, left with some loose ends that need to be tidied up, FAST. I'll try my best, maybe i can do better in the last minute? Wish me luck.

Now that the weekend is here and the boyfriend is away for work , meaning i am alone, i can do my things? If only i have the mood. I hope i am up to it. Yes, if you haven't notice by now, i do my work according to my mood, if i have the mood, i am all up to it. If i don't, i couldn't care less if it's just putting a piece of paper into the file. Why? I wish there is something to cure this.

Another thing, i am addicted to online shopping now.... help me please. At the moment, i am just letting myself to purchase some thing small i.e. waist clincher (which is a must have months ago, but i only realize it now). Speaking of which, i have bought 2! This is just the starter i think, oh.....God......I have my eyes on so many other items now....

Rotary dinner tonight, let's see how they are doing their installation this year. What should i wear tonight?? No mood to think thus, no mood to play dress up.

Hulk vs Panda.

Watched these over the past few days, what a movie spree.....

My review: 7/10

I did not watch the previous hulk movie but this second one was not bad at all, generally. However to the end, i found it "not amused/amazed" at all for Mr. Stark from Iron Man to appear and seek for a "work together" possibility, so does that mean we are expecting hulk and iron man fighting the villain in the next movie? Or are they fighting each other should Mr. Stark failed to get the possibility to work together with the General? We shall see.

My review: 9/10

Panda was so adorable and the movie was hilarious, with Jack Black, no comedy could go wrong. I just love it, although the story line was kinda typical.

sudden weekend emo

i think when they say "it's so difficult to understand a woman", it's true. not only i am a female species myself, i sometimes, do not understand myself very well.

sometimes, something that i believed i've rest my case, come back to haunt me. to my horror and confusion, created so much dilemmas for myself. i have to chant myself to believe that these are not true, or even if they are, it's over. one should look ever forward, not looking back at what they have done or should not have done and what they have missed. certainly no "what if" should pop up in our mind. but we are no saints and at times, we tend to have the habit to drag ourselves to dwell in troubles and problems like this, as if this will only make our life a little bit more perfect.

life is already perfect if you live it as it is, as quoted by euripides "there is only one life for each of us: our own", therefore, we should be ourselves, do whatever you feel, even if it is just an impulsive act at that moment, better still, it's something that you've actually planned doing. whatever it is, all these little things that we do make up our daily life. after all, "to be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment" - ralph waldo emerson.

having said that, i reassure you that thinking nonsense, having to think about something too much, or let your imagination go wild sometimes, or whatever that it is you wanna do, is OKAY!

All good.

Today is a very productive day for me, i've done my writing for the recent trip, arranged what i ought to and in short, i think i did most what i should have done after much procrastination. 

It's already mid June now, i think there are so many things happening for the next half of the year, there is TM installation, the TM convention in Bali which i've booked my tickets *blink eyes* and as the icing on the cake, the boyfriend wants to tag along! Can't wait for that trip. 

In short, i feel good at this moment. 

A photo that i forgot to post in the previous post on the trip to Silam, i like it very much, as i've always emphasize, a picture tells a thousand word. This photo carries so much joyful memories with friends whom i felt grateful for knowing them, for their unconditional care and guidance. Besides that, this is a nice shot as the photographer took some "risk" to take this photo. 

 

Low.

My mood was great until something that made me think that what i've done was something low in your mind and in your point of view. Were you acting out of a caveman's instinct? I don't know. But haven't you heard of a picture tells a thousand words? Which part of it is implying that it is something low, as what you thought. I don't know.

I thought i was helping you to contribute something towards the others who have longed to see you and your precious little one, but in your opinion, i am wrong? I don't know. If this is not what you are thinking, why would you say such thing? I don't know.

I've always know that the distance between us is way apart, but now, i am certain that the gap is conspicuously wide, to an extent that i feel that you are a stranger to me, because only someone who doesn't know each other will not appreciate a single thing that the other person does.

You know what, everyone has a choice, you think what you want and what you have done was the best, so do i. So, take it or leave it.

Photo time!

After recovering from the island, should i say, bay withdrawal syndrom, i feel better to talk about it again. Also, after much procastination and deliberation to delay, i shall give you some eye candies, alright?

In fact, i feel very eager to blog about this trip, the problem is, i am still very thrilled by it and not sure how should i start. Anyway, i've compiled photos from my camera, i am still waiting for Melissa's photos....Mel, upload the photos fast.....coz i believe you've got more awesome photos! Yeah, back to what i wanna say, i've collaged some of the photos (to save bandwidth) while others i cannot don't want to shrink them because i shall do justice to the photos and present them in the way they are.

Long story short, i'll zap it up with P-H-O-T-O-S~

We went through about 30 mins of bumpy road ride in order to arrive, but it was all fun. When we set foot at the rest house, all the ride and early morning waking was way worth it, with the magnificent view and crystal clear water, oh and with the refreshing sea breeze, i'll say i'll up for the 2nd trip. Not long after we unwind ourselves and still indulging ourselves with what's around us, we were led by a friendly staff to introduce us to the whole process of "producing" fishes fit to be exported at a later stage.

After the meeting, yes, we had an outing sorta meeting there and it was all fun. Never in my time as a Toastmasters i could wear t-shirt and shorts for a meeting. However, i was charging my camera at that time and hence, i do have any photos during the meeting. For this, i shall wait patiently for Mel's photos coz her camera has all the photos during the meeting. More about this on our Toastmasters blog. It was about 5 plus after meeting and that's time for a swim/dive/whatever you feel comfortable with. For some, they prefer to chill with coffee and chit chatting while others like myself, prefer to take a dip in the water...haha....Too bad i could not take any photos underwater, how i wish i have an Olympus camera like this because this digital camera is WATERPROOF! That way, i can show you what i saw and how beautiful it was under the water. Wait....this is intriguing me to take up diving......hm...

Nevermind, after the swimming and snokerling, this is how i looked.

After my comfy shower, i joined the others for some chilling and chit chatting as well. It's very fascinating to listen to Datuk's conversation and i think that he's a very intelligent and humourous man, hehe. Of course, dinner was on its way too, we had a sumptuous BBQ and other dishes for dinner - all of the food was finger licking yummy! You know what, all the guys working there were really good chef!

On the next morning, Datuk offered to show us some magnificent corals at the other side of the island, so off we went!

The photos you are about to view are breathtaking-ly beautiful, don't get suffocated, ok? But it's not as magnificent as what i saw, sorry pals. Those were the best the boyfriend could take, mind you, all the photos were taken beneath the water, on the speed boat. So, it's considered nice!

Ah....after all those posting of photos, i am missing the place =( How i wish we can go there again! This is by far the longest post i have ever had....real bandwidth killer.

p/s: i would like to thank Datin Grace for her hospitality and kindness for organizing this trip, kudos for you!

Back to reality.

Happy moments passed by so quickly, why?



I felt like i was being led to a hidden eden during the long weekend holiday and i couldn't believe for a moment on the existence of such place.



Me: Norman, how did they discover this place?



Norman: Maybe they went on google earth...



Me: -_-



How, who or why they discovered this place is not the essential part of this trip, the essence is to E-N-J-O-Y and unwind ourselves in such a wonderful hide out place.

I'm still sorting out all the photos.....